Worst day of my life

The day was 11th of April 2021, Sunday which was a normal day all usual. But this day changed my life for ever. The day started with a basic meal. I was planning to donate blood on the day. Eventually in morning i received a call from a customer for my bike fz250 at ghat kinare so i went their to show them, they had a ride and asked me to give the vehicle in hand on behalf of which they were paying me off. I was not in a mood to give the vehicle so i said come on the other day. Then as it was Sunday the roads were clear, i drove the bike to highway ride. On the way i visited ganesh temple from outside , took a U turn and went to petrol station for refule the bike. After that no such plans i went to narangi hoping that i would meet bhrigu borthakur.As i reached narangi i gave him a call for meet up, he pickup my call and said I'll come by 1 hr and i took a ride ahead then again took a U turn and went to bhrigu's brother room at dighliphukri for getting information of blood donation. I reached their by 3:25pm then had a chat with other blood banks for donating my blood on the time. But eventually all nearby blood banks were closed or either senior doctors weren't available. That was quite a pitty in a city like Guwahati, Assam, India. Then randomly i called health City hospital they said they were open till 4pm . The friend bro said you won't make it give tomorrow but utter most it was Sunday so he said try if you make it. I left the place there and then i crossed few paths and then the dead time was available for my life. That was a junction of 4 lanes i was to travel from 1 to 3 lane at a speed to 50km/hr but while approaching i saw an hero maestro (scotty) coming from lane 2. I was repeatedly honking and using my brake to reduce my speed. The Scotty guy saw me coming but he didn't stopped and banged in my engine i was severely injured . I was fully thrown away from the way and rolled twice and thrice. Till the time i stopped i didn't realise anything except few scratches on my body. When people were picking me up my left hand was touching my stomach , but after that i realise my hand is in other direction. That was the fucking moment i knew my left hand was severely fractured. Then the people pick me up and i called my near friends from were i left. They were their in 6 min, police came and bike was in police station. A police car came and took me to hospital till the time i realised that the other vehicle person who banged in me the person wasn't hurt, the back girl sitting back of him got hurt. Inside the hospital the first thing was covid negative check up uff. I was pissed off after a lot of trial and error of government hospital i was applied with a plaster on left hand with application of deadly force by the unskilled intern doctor. I was fully in pain. After a lot of X-ray and report check i saw this isn't helping . At 8:30pm i went to a private hospital for a replaster at the moment i knew the case of my fracture was not normal. My shoulder and elbow connection bone was fully broken in 2 parts. And this case the government hospital told me. You might need an operation. I was more scared now. It was the worst moment of my life after my 1st accident that happened when i was 3 years old. The doctor applied plaster and said me , your case is different as the part of shoulder and elbow can't be connected via normal plaster accurately. They said they gave last plaster for these cases at 2007 lastly. Newly people to for accuracy which was a plate in the bone. I was more scared about my case. That day i took medicine and sleep in the deep pain.